it's 28

 

 


wow, just at the right moment i feel like writing something "emotional"

it's 28..

crazy or what?

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you may not know, but i know most of my readers does,

28 is my fav number..

altho i've never said why.

today i'm telling you here

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2528 is the year i was born

after that if i was asked about my fav number.
I picked 2 or 8.

always..

since i don't know when,
I've realised another surprising fact..

I met all the guy i liked (and like)
at their 28.

crazy or what?

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moreover,

The love of my life (up until now)
his birthday is 22 August..

22 8

ah..

of course his fav number is 28 too..

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today is 28..

and i'm deeply emotional now

maybe because of my PMS
or maybe because of this guy i'm dating

the guy i dated a year ago..then for some reason we broke up
(actually we just did not meet)

anyway we're now dating again..

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lots of drama happens

made me wonder..

while i kept saying i hate drama
Am I actually addicted to it?

I always say I want a simple relationship without drama..
but deep down i know myself i need it

i want the crazy unreasonable passionate one
although I do know how much troubles will I get from it

Am i marsocist?

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another thought that ran cross my mind..

Am i built to be alone?

of course by alone i just mean single,
maybe it's unbeleiveable but single life is what made me feel happiest!

i wonder i love single life..

or..

I just nver have met..

true love before?

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I wonder those people who seem so happy with thier lovers,
are they really happy

or..

that's just what i see

and there's a lot more out of my sight

which i might hate it

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Frankly,

I have no idea.

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most said i'm so strong

since they know I have that gut to cut all people I like..
but might hurt me

what I don't know is am I really strong..

or i'm just actually to weak to take any risk?

obviously,

I know nothing about myself at all..

crazy or what?

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I am so happy with my life right now..

I get a perfect job (luckily me)
which i do really love

I get very good money
which I'm so sure I will get more more and more veru soon

I have a perfect family

I have incredible friends

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my life is bot perfect

but i'm so sure i'm THAT happy

just one thing i don't know..

I'm THAT happy,

then

why i cried tonight

just because he has no time to meet me.

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crazy or what?

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anyway

it's 28

anything can happen

anything might happen

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what the hell can I do

 

 

 

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